|Monday, December 29th, 2003|
|Im such a loser I never update
Ya i had a good x-mas. Things kinda got a little shitty for a while but I guess there okay now. I have the worst cold and i cant breath. I feel like im suffocating everytime i shut my mouth. I hate the winter...I cannot wait till summmer. School will be out and no more flu or colds. Things will be so much better. The winter is so depressing. But now I shall go.
<3 Current Mood: blank
|Wednesday, November 12th, 2003|
|I have a cold :/
I hate having a cold....I never update in this journal anymore....I should...I like having 2 journals. Lucy is being a good girl...She dosnt piss all over the house that much anymore.
My birthday is comming up soon...I dont know whatim doing yet. Probably just hang out with rachel, kerri, and kelly.
I dont feel that good...i just ate my moms cooking thats probably why. Current Mood: sick
|Tuesday, October 28th, 2003|
|Long time no update!
Well alot of stuff has kinda happened....acctually no not really. I got a puppy!!!! Her name is Lucy and she is a golden retriver. I love her. I got her sunday. Me and rach and kerri and kelly have been hanging out ....but thats nothing new really....but it is always fun! this weekend for halloween were gunna do something extra spectacular! we dont know what yet though. Well im gunna go take lucky for a walk. She is getting pissed just sitting on my lap. O god shes bitting my arm!
|Monday, October 20th, 2003|
I have lots of shit going on in my family. My dad has run off. but i did have fun with kerri and rachel and the infamous andy! Were spys! um yep...i'll go update my other journal.
|Tuesday, October 14th, 2003|
Aw I miss andy..... Current Mood: lonely
|Monday, October 13th, 2003|
|Finally some fun...
Well last night was really fun. Me Kerri and Andy all went to this haunted house thing. While we were waiting in line this guy who was suppose to be dead or something kept comming up to kerri and was like o0o0o baby ....he deffinalty liked her. Then we had to walk through these woods to get to the haunted house. And it acctually wasnt that cheesey....me and kerri were scared because we couldnt see and it was pitch dark out. But andy was laughing the whole time cause he thought it was funny. Then we got to the haunted house and it was 3D....when we first got in there we couldnt see a thing because there was smoke and strobe lights everywhere. So we were following a kid who had a glow in the dark hat on. Then after walking aimelessly through the house we finally found our way out. Next we decided to go to Barns and Noble to look at all the books. We had fun being imature and looking at all the sex books lol.
Then at the end of the night we alll went to Dennys with andy's friends and Andy's friend shawn bought me and kerri ice creams. YAY! It was fun.
The End Current Mood: bouncy
|Sunday, October 12th, 2003|
|Long weekend ....
Well my parents are in Las Vagas...My weekend hasnt been going as well as i thought it would. Friday was fun...i hung out with rachel and company and we ya ......then i went to andys and hung out with him. Then yesturday sucked ass. Me and andy got into a big fight yesturday at wall-mart. I started flipping out and got all up set and left him there because he was waiting for his friend and i didnt want them to see me all upset when they barely even know me. Then Andy came by later with them when i was feeling better and his friend took us out to dinner...which was very nice of him. Then me and Andy went back to his place and fell asleep till he had to go to work.
I hope today is better :/ Current Mood: sad
|Saturday, October 4th, 2003|
I havn't had any time to update or even go on the computer. School takes up 99.9% of my life. the other 1% is everything else. We moved Andy into his apartment yesturday. He now lives with three other guys and a annoying dog named elvis. The dog is retarted. Andy also got a job! At the X-mas tree shop. He works 3rd shit so it looks like he wont get that much sleep, but I can see him whenever I want cause He only lives 5 min. up the stree from me. Today we are going to move in his bed and a night stand. But Andy will be having my car temporarly because he needs it to get to work...so now I have to drive the van to school...icky.
Tonight me and him have to babysitt all night. Maybe my mom will give us money so I wont have to sit in the house all day and night.
But now I'm going to call him so maybe i'll update in another month or so. Current Mood: busy
|Sunday, September 28th, 2003|
Well....alot of stuff has been going on since I picked up andy last week. He got kicked out of his house friday and he's now living with me. My mom is going to help him pay rent for an apartment around here, which is very awsome cause now he wont live an hour away from me. My parents are wicked nice for doing that....But today there going to find a hotel and put him there until he gets an apartment....we acctually have an interview today at 3 to meet some guy about renting a apartment in dracut. Then we have to find him a job. URGH....I'm wicked stressed out though. Between school and trying to get andy all set up i feel like just locking myself in closet away from all the problems and stay there until i die from starvation.
School dosnt make my life any easier...I hate it. The only good thing is that I can hang around with Kerri and Rachel and Kelly atlunch and in classes. BUt besides that I absolutly hate it. I cant wait to graduate. well i gotta go .....still finding andy a place to live. Current Mood: drained
|Monday, September 22nd, 2003|
|I am very proudly to announce.....
I am going to pick up andy in 2 hours!!!!!!!!!!! yeeeeehawwwww!!!!!!!
I am so happy .....I cant wait o boy o boy o boy! I havnt seen him in almost 2 weeks...im gunna piss myself im so happy. Current Mood: indescribable
|Saturday, September 20th, 2003|
Today was kinda gay in all. I went out with my mom and my grandmother. It was just stressfull. Then I talked to Andy.....That was teh best part of my whole day. He comes home Monday....I cant wait Im wicked excited. I know I keep writing that over and over....its just that im wicked attached/obsessed with him, and I cant help it.
Yesturday I went out with Kerri and Rachel to get ice cream. Rachel and Kerri got the good ice cream...mine was just gross. We all got low-fat but mine was not ice cream. After I let it sit out for about a second, all the milk just leaked out of it. So it was melted chocolated mush with white milk all around it. It was to disturbing to eat. So we just sat around and talked and then we had to leave cause rachel had work. But it was fun.
I need andy ....i feel so alone with out him....come home!!!!!! Current Mood: lonely
|Thursday, September 18th, 2003|
Andy isnt comming back till monday and he wont be back till late....i miss him so bad. Im such a mess right now it sucks.
|Wednesday, September 17th, 2003|
|Andy comes home tommrow!!!!
Yay...Andy is comming home tommrow. He is suppose to be flying home at 12 something and get home around 5 something. Im wicked excited i have never been this happy in my life. I cant wait to see him. I am gunna give him a big hug and kiss!!! Oh yes for once something isnt going wrong...and im acctually happy. Well acctually there is an alternative....his flight might be delayed because of that dam hurricane...but still hes commin home soon...within a few days if not tommrow. I cant wait!
|Sunday, September 14th, 2003|
|Over Obsessive...Depressed...And another GAY long week ahead of me.
I am being the over obsessive girlfriend that I never wanted to be. I fliped out this morning because Andy hadn't called me yet. He was suppose to call me back last night after I got off the phone with him at 10. And he never did. I kept both my cell phone and my cord-less phone next to my head all night waiting for him to call. Then when I woke up after not sleeping all night because im a psycho....I called rachel and told her how I was having an aniexty/panic attack cause I thought andy was dead. But he finally called me at like 12:30. It turns out he was just sleeping.
I'm also wicked depressed. I know half of it is because I dont have andy...but the other half of it is just because I'm a weirdo with no life. I read other people's journals and I get wicked jealous because they acctually have some means for existing. I know I sound wicked psycho....but I guess Im just going through another one of my many day to day "phases".
Most of my weekend was taken up by homework anyways.
Now I have to go to school tommrow and face another long day with no meaning to it.
I have to go drive my sister's friend home. But this is the worst part...I'm acctually afraid to leave the house because I'm afraid I'll miss Andy's call. Im such a loser. Current Mood: depressed
|Saturday, September 13th, 2003|
|Another entry that goes un-read...but hey i do them for my self ...not for you guys!!! ----Jk lol
Andy is still in Florida. He got a tattoo too. I never thought i would have a boyfriend that had a tattoo...but whada-ya know.....anyways i guess he's having lots of fun and i'm glad cause he needed too. His house sucks. But i still miss him a wicked lot...it sucks not having your boyfriend/your best friend not here. I feel lonely. But he'll be back next thursday! so HURRAY
School still kinda blows. They go way overboared with the rules. They concentrate more on the dress-code rather than our school work. Whats up with that? They told us that if we rather have more focus on ecidemics...then go to a public school. WOW.....and i heard that straight from a teacher. This world is going to hell...we pay 5,000 for the education...not for the dress-code. And i take that back....the world isn't going to hell...Lowell Catholic is.
But I did get a 93% on my math test! :pats self on back:
Well I am going to finish the never ending homework i was asigned. Current Mood: okay
|Thursday, September 11th, 2003|
My hair is back to dark brown.
Tommrow is Friday!! Wooo....But i still miss andy. so its only half good. <3
Andy Current Mood: distressed
|Tuesday, September 9th, 2003|
|:tear: Andys leaving
AWWWWWW!!!....Andys leaving for a week to visit his friend in FL. I already miss him and he hasnt even left yet. I LOVE
You Baby!!!! A week without andy .... :(
Well school isnt that bad anymore...there not so dick-ish anymore. and i dont sit by myself in ALL my classes anymore. Just a few. The homework is still atrocious though.
I just came back from Friendly's. It was good.
Well I have to study for a psychology test.
I love You Andy!!!!!!!! Current Mood: lonely
|Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003|
|O my O my
School is horrible....everything is wicked strict...and im miserable...i sit by myself in every class except english. Sucks so bad.
|Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003|
I have school tommrow :( I didnt get to see Andy today either. I miss him and hes's leaving for Fl. in a couple of days. I went shopping today for some shoes...god damn things are expensive. $55 for shoes and $40 for a sweater...god i could knit one for less money. well now im broke as always .....but i am getting my car back tonight and i wont have to drive my moms van anymore yay!
<3 Andy <3